Limits.

How much is too much?

How many times does it take to learn something when repetitive behavior brings nothing else but repetitive results?
I swear it's like shock therapy.
The same shapes on the table have been electrified, yet they are the only things that cross my mind when my fingers reach out.

I just need to start over fresh. Someone new. Someone good. Someone beautiful, in stature and in nature.

It's getting to the point where I deserve it.
I just need to dump off this garbage i've been hauling around with me for over a year.


for that's all that it's really worth...

Wish you all a very Happy New Year 2009.